Fly with the feminine
Never I thought that one day I would experience a pandemic, even less a fake one!
Life is unpredictable and it certainly is right now while I am writing in spring 2020.
It has been just over two months since the so called ‘lockdown’ has started in UK and I have been experiencing all sorts of inner states while coping with this strange situation.
Life is a beach and then you fry …
Life always knows best, doesn’t it? How many times have you found yourself totally caught out when you thought you had it all planned and sorted out?
Or worked for years towards a goal that you thought it would make a huge change in your life just to find out years later that actually you didn’t want it any more or circumstances changed so much that it didn’t make any sense to pursue it any longer?
I have written more than once in the recent years about my life experiences that are changing me as a woman but recently, thanks to what is happening in my inner world, I have been feeling more stretched than ever.
I have been making notes of what I am going through to be able to sit down and eventually write about this with the purpose to record this first and foremost for myself, …
Life has a real funny way to teach us lessons, they come in the most various and unpredictable ways and most of the time it takes me a while to realise what they are. When I do though, I always feel humbled and stupid for not having recognised them earlier! I always promise to myself that next time I will be more aware and cunning, but I doubt whether I will ever be there …. Life knows best!
On Monday 15th April the news spread like wild fire that Notre Dame in Paris was on fire. While the media were going on fire to report the news, I started pondering about this. Any major event triggers in me the desire to go in and listen to the silence, rather than the outside noise, to see what comes up for me …
Since I was a little girl I have always been proud to be a female and this feeling just increased as I grew older. I was born in the late 60’s so I have already witnessed several changes in society, even if they have been slower than I was thinking they would be. Since we entered the 21st century though it seems that something must have sped up the process a bit, especially in this last decade.
The ground is moving under my feet and I feel as if I am still on a boat, even if I know that I am standing on firm ground. I feel spaced out and tired because of the recent travelling and, even … Read more
The fairy tale of Christmas Since I was very little I remember looking forward to the Christmas period as a magical time. I was looking forward to receiving presents and I was fed religious stories, as my parents were practicing catholic, so … Read more
‘Imagine there is no heaven It’s easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people living for today Imagine there is no country It isn’t hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And … Read more
Holiday plan disruption This year I haven’t had a proper holiday so I was hoping to have at least a break for my birthday at the beginning of October before the weather starts being too winterish. I was longing to have a change … Read more